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LESSONS I GOT 🌸

Ya,aku dah penat speaking dengan BI broken HAHAH. OKEY,pengajaran yang aku dapat ialah;- 1)Believe but don't trust -Yes,even your BFF,BFFL or whatever.Jangan terlalu mempercayai sampai semua benda kau cerita.Contoh,aib keluarga kau,aib kau, kelemahan kau dan sebagainya.Jangan sampai dia jadikan segala aib kau sebagai senjata nak jatuhkan kau bila korang gaduh nanti.Pastu,tak guna kau nak blame dia...sebab kah yang expose aib kau kat dia.And this really happened to me :') 2)Kalau tak pandai tegur,jangan. -Kalau tak pandai tegur secara lembut,jangan.Suruh orang yang boleh yang pandai.Nanti takut dia terasa or terkilan.Tambah² dia kawan rapat kau.Mestila terkilan kawan rapat dok buat kerja sengal sama² tiba² kau tegur dia.Kasar pulak tu,sumpah la terasa dia.Okey,lepasni suruh orang yang pandai tegur dan menasihati orang. 3)Buat baik ikut tempat -Ya,jangan sampai orang pijak kepala kau.Jangan la bagi orang lain ambil kesempatan atas kebaikan kita.Contoh,kalau kat asram...

HIGHSCH FRIENDSHIP #4

That night, around 11.45pm I was about to sleep.Out of blue,someone give me a letter from her.I was happy and thought that she want to apologize and befriend with me.That time, I just think to forgive and forget our stupid ass argument.But,as I read it more like a farewell or "surat putus kawan".Some of her words that I'll never forget was "lepasni aku takmau dh rapat macam dlu, friendship hurts,".I was like.....okay :') I'm fine.My heart is sobbing so hard and I still can't believe that our 3 years friendship end just like this.Because of my advices,she really throw me away,far far away.We are now completely a stranger right now,today. After that night,I ain't no more talking to her,get involve with her and anything relate to her.Lastly,I texted her on WhatsApp few weeks ago and she replied the same thing I do.Okay, I tried to act like  I am fine asf even I am not.Along that week(before we had our year end break),I was being labeled as"con...

HIGHSCH FRIENDSHIP #3

I adviced her in WhatsApp on that holiday.Her first reaction is she thanked me.It's a relief that she was okay with my advices.We go back to school livin' a normal life and she was okay.But,the black day is on Friday when she showed that she is hating me and misunderstood me.Fiona,Bedah and one of my hater I guess let name her Sally.Okay,Sally at first trying to butt in our problems which wasn't a problem yet.She asked what actually happen and wtf Bedah told her.Sally which already my hater and she only heard one-sided story about these. What made me so so mad is she betrayed me by telling most of my batchmates about my flaws,mistakes and stigmas.In order,to get an attention from people and she need to make me look bad and wrong. In fact,she is really do a fucking wrong thing and I am sure if her mother knew this , she will surely get scolded! Everyone started to look bad on me.I heard from Fiona as she didn't on any side neither me nor Bedah.People said that I'm...

HIGHSCH FRIENDSHIP #2

"wei,hmpa tuleh cita apa nk bca gak" I ask Jemah because she's my classmate.She said "lawak gila bakhang,,hg x tgk ka status kami...HAHAHA" She laughed.I am still dumbfounded and don't know anything.I ask Fiona which is one of my bestfriend about their fanfic and she said "weh xyah bca...crita depa x snonoh..", I said "seriously?" I am too lazy to think and just let them be.On the next holiday and I don't know what holiday is that, we went home.(I think it's Deepavali)I opened my WhatsApp and saw both of their status. Honestly,I really thought that they are liking each other.Maybe you won't understand until you know what is KPOP Ship.I will explain it to you later.(I guess ARMYs know :3) They chat like they are coupling and the conversation is kind of pervert and 18+.I don't really care at first but it's getting worse when Jemah post it on status and so Bedah too!I am shook. And they are girls.Islam didn't sup...

HIGHSCH FRIENDSHIP #1

Hello , Have any of you ever think about having a new upgrade ver. of yourself? I do. I want to be a better person next year.I want to prove to teachers that I can be the best student! Apart from that,I have a very sad story about my friendship 😢 which taught me a lot of lessons . This happen a week before my long school holiday @ year end break . I won't use their real names but the storyline is true . On weekend ,we went home.As we should and must stay in hostel because my school is "SBP" . I DIDN'T OPEN MY SOCIAL MEDIA THAT HOLIDAY BECAUSE MY INTERNET IS PROBLEM. Then,after the holiday I heard from some of my batchmate about my bestfriend and my kpop friend.Okay I named my bestfriend,Bedah and my kpop friend is Jemah.Bedah is my bestfriend for almost 3 years :).Jemah is only my ordinary friend and we often hangout in our HOSTEL's TV ROOM just to fangirling about KPOP. Okay, let's continue.My batchmate told me that they make a fanfic about ...